Wednesday, July 06, 2005

cla aka clara

nice skin. not gonna change for ages.. unless there's a nice tidus one. heh. but dee wun like it lar. prob she'll love it if there was one on derrick. omg. he's super cute. hehe. dee's cute boy. my idol. (: ok, enough.

main point today is that i finally have got time to myself to rediscover myself? sounds confusing? think again. not exactly. during life in HCJC, i've just been drifting and biding my time. ok, i did study a bit perhaps. i've lost touch with myself, lost touch with my diary. even things that i loved to do previously, i couldnt get back my momentum to do them. familiar? have anyone had the same experience..

being back with old company certainly does help. I spend more time at the keyboard, more time with my eighth diary, and more time with myself alone in thoughts, more time to feel my own emotions, more time to write how i feel in short meaningful phrases. i like those. my hobbies. (: but now that the short break is gone. i dunno if i can still have time for those indulgence anymore.. (: but i will try very very hard.. *dil, try hard to pack ur room k? heh. next time i go stayover, i want the bed~*

goodnite fellas.. yaWns.. inspiration please hit me soon..

wishing;
7/06/2005 11:12:00 PM

*dilys and clara
*deecla
*19
*Blah blah blah...

Stars of my life
::manling::
::shuyi::
::sharon::
::eUg::
::sompong::
::bimbotic ler!::
::yings!::
::pui kor::
::lanbo::
::nana!::
::mad!::
::bong!::
::wuuu hui!::
::siyin!::
::diL aka dee::
::tsai hsiu::

THANKYEWS
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designer
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MEMORIES
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Searching for a glimmer of hope

To My friends who are... engaged
~the true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together
but how good you are for each other~

To My friends who are... still holding on
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone in life and fall in love
only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be
and you have wasted years on someone who wasnt worth it.
If he isnt worth it now
he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now
Let go~

To My friends who are... heartbroken
~Heartbreak last as long as you want
and cut as deep as you allow them to go
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreak
but to learn from them